January 2012
90 posts
Im at my lowest
I have no joy, no drive, no direction. I tried to make smart decisions and I thought that they would lead to happiness but have done just the opposite. I am filled with sadness and intense pain. I have never felt this way and I never wish this upon anyone else. I am consumed by negativity and fear. All I want to do is sleep and weep. I want so badly to curl into a ball on my mothers couch.
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